Random Rants on Relishing in and Relating to Reality

This morning I woke up to a dream of grown-up babies of all different ethnicities and skin colors being born and sitting in a circle, naked. It felt that the birth of the white/Caucasian person was particularly painful and difficult in my dream, while the other ethnicities were already sitting in the circle. I’m not sure what exactly to make of it but as the world’s current events unfold I find it powerful to see how so much of the impact on this planet and its people is directed by the hands of a few immature and greedy.
A limited number of predominantly white Caucasian humans are the heirs of a dysfunctional mindset that with their disconnection from Real Life on Earth tries to maintain a power-over structure that a majority of humans in urbanized and industrialized areas are - also through their cultural heritage - bound into. Large-scale indoctrination and mind-control are common practice now more than ever, as digital technology allows for behavioral data and population’s feedback to be more available to the entities that have an interest in using it.
It seems to me that a real birth process in the global North’s collective consciousness is taking place. The white person in my dream is trying to join the circle of Humans OF this Planet. Instead of humans on this planet. The symbolic inner colonizer is waking up to the reality that it’s not able to maintain power over its body, its world and its environment just to maintain an idea that there is not enough to survive on this planet. Life itself is the treasure. The abundant, ever-growing and hyper-diverse nature of Earth and Cosmos is the blessing. The potential to live in harmony with them and as them is where true satisfaction and purpose exists.
All the events taking place in global politics make me see even more how such a small group of people keeps trying to make the world their chess board, whatever the reason for their desire to play that game may be. And I’m also starting to see how each person on Earth has the powerful potential of choice-making to walk with integrity their own path, loose from the bonds and identity of being a part of a production and extraction-based machine. The social pressure of having to care and be a part of what the game of global industrialists play can stand in the way of that true soul desire of playing on Earth. And at the same time it’s such a powerful initiation to live on this Earth here and now, navigating the unique reality our soul has chosen to explore in this lifetime. To a certain extent we are all under the influence of the impact and choices governments and corporatocracy make. A spicy reality to navigate, and one that can offer us many learnings and blessings.
To me it really feels like a birth process is taking place. Contractions are happening. Things are feeling scary and exciting. I hope we will be able to have a birth at home, with a trained midwife and a warm bath, and not have to get to the emergency room for a potentially painful and hard delivery. The main question this brings up is: who will be the midwife?
I really believe 70 to 80% of the world’s people have an intention to live in peace with themselves, their environment and this world. To truly be in joy as a child of this planet. And we have so many wounds and conditionings that stand in the way of the manifestation and expression of the simple wisdom that living in connection offers us. The ways most humans have been taught to live, for such a long time already, is based on trauma. A friend and trauma specialist told me a few weeks ago: there’s the beautiful flowering creation of all that is, which we are and can tune in to, and then there is trauma of all sorts that impeaches us to do that. The mass global consciousness is mostly shaped by trauma, and it takes courage and willingness to take the steps to start to see the world through the lens of your own excitement. It really is like projecting and perceiving a whole different movie. I don’t mean to say don’t care about the war and poverty and discrimination and all the hardships this planet has in store. And at the same time there’s much more powerful ways of harnessing and directing all that energy that gets sucked into the collective black hole of trauma and trauma response. The game goes on and on, but we all have the power to choose in every moment how to work with the external reality. Do our own beliefs mean that we have to join the narrative that these events affect our reality, or can we use the awareness of our own beliefs to realign to different ways of responding to the world? To ways that may serve ourselves and our environment more? I know it’s a cliché by now, but can we be masterful enough to direct our own movie?
Of course we may be affected by the things that happen - it’s quite human to be empathic - and where is our excitement and where are our desires in relation to the experiences? One of Bashar’s many incredible pieces of life-giving advice is: “In every moment, act on your highest excitement to the best of your ability”.
I’ve had times in my life where this idea felt absolutely pointless, ridiculous and unreachable. I had absolutely lost any desire or confidence that life would offer me the gifts that today are so abundant. I had to walk through the deep and dark valley of forgetfulness and real desperation in order to find the courage to step into new directions. I had no idea that Bashar existed at that time, but the reality is that it’s exactly what I started doing, step by step, acting on my highest excitement to the best of my ability in every moment. It was painful at times, letting go of the old. And the magic and expansion that came in place has been mind-boggling and mind-blowing.
It may sometimes sound easy to ‘jump’ to a whole different reality and awareness all at once. And sometimes life can offer huge steps and healing/transformational experiences in a short period of time. Yet the magic of walking life with joy and creating a more juicy reality lies in every step you take. There’s a huge potential for transformation in every moment, in every tiny choice. Maybe we can’t change the world’s global politics and painful practices that so many people ascribe to, but we can choose to step in a direction that offers peace, that offers play, inspiration and joy. And our world will respond.
Training the capacity and trust to take action on your excitement is a muscle you can build, and the outside reality is like a web and mirror that reflects you and plays with you. Becoming confident that you are absolutely and fully meant to be here and now, in existence, as well as aware to how your outer reality responds to you and how you respond to it are key elements in becoming a masterful player in life. These times are particularly good practice...
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